A long day

Yesterday was such a long day. I started off at 7 and ended at 2 without a short nap or whatsoever. I just couldn't sleep last night, looking at everything in my room, hearing every noise my ears can catch and my brain went overdrive.

I've begun to think about my name lately, i.e. the way it can be translated or packed by other meanings. Let's stick to the way I write it in English. AVH is what? A virtual home or almost virtually heartless. I kind of like the latter although it sound really... uhm... heartless? To be honest, both are right.

It's good to know that you're a home to someone. You have to want to become a home though.

Heartless. I guess I just don't have much to talk about my feelings.

Who am I in your eyes? To those who often consider themselves friends with me, I am a person who is never sad or hurt, who is always there for them when they need help for a question at school and who always smiles. Am I exaggerating or is it the truth? And is the one you thought I were me? I can't even tell right now since I haven't got a clue who have really seen the real me.

Then I got injured. I sat in my room, looking at the phones and thought of someone I could text and tell them about the basketball I'd just been to. No one. Even the fact that I didn't receive anything in days meant it wasn't an appropriate time to expect someone to be free to talk. 3 phones with 3 numbers but nothing. A watched phone never rings. So, I wrapped my knee up, downloaded "Valentine's day" and watched it. It isn't an amazing movie actually. It's just a commercial one but I read tons of messages from that.