The social network

So, here is the thing, I seem to not want to expand my initial idea in blog form anymore. It is not that I can no longer write or do not have time to write, I just do not feel interested in writing such. A few lines of words should be enough, in the future, to remind me what I have wanted to say to myself on those days in a retrospective view.

Isn't it sad to re-read your own blog and there are only couples of sentences?!

I guess I am just moving from one extreme to another. I used to write 1 or even 2 posts per day in Yahoo 360 and my total is over 500. Sometimes, I was angry, I was mad, I was in love, I was out of love, all sorts of feelings, I wrote it out. It doesn't have to be like that.

I remember I once told a friend of mine that whatever you write out there, it matters because it affects other people and it brings the first impression to others' minds even when they haven't met the one whom you're writing about.

So what is the purpose of a blog? You still hide something from it, after all!

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On another note to self, I just watched The Social Network. Some like, some don't.

The idea is even though you may have 1 billion friends, you may still be the most unpopular person at one place. I do not want to refer to the line "you don't get to 500 million friends without making a few enemies" because they are different concepts.

Rumours, gossips, hatred and jealousy; they are out there aiming at you as soon as you start to step up. I admit many whom I used to call friends have walked away, because they don't like me, because I have higher marks, because I don't party, etc. Some, I don't bother. Some, they did play a part of my first year.

I even scare away people because I might have cared too much. And if it ever happens to you, I would rather scare you off right now. But I know, the girl out there, whom people refer to my "the one", is the one who is absolutely ok with it...

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Good bye April =)

:)

It's time to let go every single thing.

I'm still amazed at the fact I still care about such friend(s) for the past year...

26/4 :)

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I seriously don't have much time for blog and facebook, or at least I'm supposed to. Exams are coming close and half of the holiday has gone. But I don't think I can keep this happy moment from this place, where I intend to call home.

I found a friend back in elementary school today. It must be 10 years, I would say. In fact, she was my first crush *laughing*. 8 years old, we were. And today, we talked as if it'd been just a few months ago. We still remember those little things. We don't look much different (or evolved) compared to the past.

Though, I guess a lot of things have been going on but it's time to catch up.