Throw

I was planning to write this entry one or two weeks ago. I just couldn't put it into words and I still can't.

About two weeks ago, my Exeter student account was deactivated, which is rather an obvious thing because I am no longer a student there. Then a week later, my Exeter staff account went on the same path with the same reason.

I couldn't put these two events into words because they were just too much at that time. It felt like you knew you would be killed you just didn't know when. The day the accounts were blocked, I was in a great shock. I have been checking them for almost 5 years, it has been something I have done every single day and at least twice a day. Yet after that, things levelled out.

Sometimes, people don't throw things they no longer use because there are certain connections or memories attached to those. But then again, we can't bring everything from our past with us on our journey. There are more memories to be made and a few tangible things we need to let go. The mail accounts is one of those things. And most importantly, they are already there in my mind, a memory that nothing can ever replace it. Exeter has been and will always have a place in me wherever I go, a place I call home.