Happy birthday to you, big boy.

Hey boy,

Happy birthday!

How have you been? We haven't talked to each other for quite a while, have we? Since you left for the US with your family, we only talked a few times via Y!M and mails. I miss you lots.

I can't believe that everything seems like you were sitting there hearing me talking about English and girls *laughing*. I'm such a bad brother ain't I? I still remember that you didn't only come with English, you also asked me tons of things, from physics to biology and even girls. Yeah, again, girls... Not proud of it though. I mean, you just gave me the feelings that I had a brother, you know. I often act like a big brother to the others but had never been a real brother to anyone in the family. I really miss those days. I taught you how to play basketball, how to download songs, how to finish a game and other funny stuff. And you, you taught me how to be really patient, especially with you.

So, birthday huh? 1995-2010. You must be 15 right now. It's still the age when you should be protected and cared by your parents although it doesn't work out really well. I'm so sorry about that. However, it's not easy to tell you what to do any more is it? Hence,

- Work hard. I know you're very talented. You just haven't realised yet.
- Be happy no matter what is going on. Be cool. Don't be shy.
- If you have a girlfriend by now, don't let it distract your studying ok?
- Right, all the best from me.

Remember this big kid?